Writing

Oof! Where do I begin. When was the last time I blogged, let me think. It was a good 3 years ago.

So why write?

Writing to me has always been a good solution to my mind diarrhea. You know, when your mind rambles and you thought that you need to write this down, asses it or put it down for keepsake, something to read back later on with fondness and glee.

The thing is, I don't have much of a mind diarrhea now. I realized this a few weeks ago. I realized how I used to write, then it was downsized to twitting, then nothing. This revelation hit me and I felt quite saddened by it. For a minute. Then I went on with my life.

I suppose this is how people became dumb, jaded and faded into the background of life. Yes, sure the wheel is turning, you can't make a fuss out of everything and life is so mundane anyway, but I'm gonna try and process things. By writing.

Life is a mixed bag of emotions. Lately though, it felt like there has been too much of negativity, nothingness and plainness. It's just , there has got to be something more. In this simple and ordinary life, there has got to be highlights, if not for me maybe something to pass on for my girls.

SO, I am writing now. I am writing today. I am looking forward to write tomorrow. If not tomorrow, in very very near future then.

Fingers crossed.